I'm came home after the appointment and I'm dinking around until the time I had put on my leave slip to come back to work - I thought about going to walmart or whatever and then going back but I nixed that. I didn't want to go back too early - I'd already redone the leave slip once.

I saw the pastors wife working at the orthopedic desk. It took me a while to remember who she was. I'm not a church regular. She reminds me a little of my mother. I don't know her at all, but she's just one of those people that I somehow feel drawn to. How is it that I'm that way - some people just repulse me on sight and others I feel remarkably drawn to. I don't know what it is. I wish I wasn't so judgemental of everybody all the time - but I am. Maybe it's my own insecurities in that causes that.

The doctor said I have no restrictions - I can do whatever I feel like doing. So I guess on Monday I'll be going back to water aerobics. I need to give GeeGee a call and see what's going on with her, I haven't talked to her in a while. GeeGee is the Monday instructor at water aerobics. We've known each other over 20 years (unbelievable) and have kind of kept in touch over the years but not really much until this last year. I really should give her a call. I didn't want to tell anybody about the gall bladder surgery - because it's such a "Fat" persons type of problem.

Another thing that I don't understand is that gallstones are usually associated with a fatty diet. I don't believe that I eat a diet like that. I asked MPH and he said that we don't - and my coworker Karen agrees also. I think it's from my gallbladder storing all the unused bile from being on such a nonfat diet for 6 months - and then I just went back to my normal lowfat diet. Really - I was on WW and lost 20 lbs - then I went back to not counting points. It's not like I was out eating fried foods and milkshakes everyday. I don't understand.

I better head back to the office. I really should be a little more conscientious about my work habits and quality.