I went to WW this morning, I lost 2.8 since last week, which is good, but last Saturday I was porking it anyhow - I'm not sure why because I was exercising that week. I shouldn't complain too much, 2.8 is good.

I heard or read somewhere that losing a lb a week is still losing 52 lbs a year. I think I'll make that my goal to lose 1 lb a week. I have 57.4 to goal so it's possible that I could make goal by this time next year. I just have to find ways to stick with it. I have become more diligent in different ways. The hardest part was traveling. I'm going to have to find a way to make that work also.

Burb wanted MPH and his truck this morning to move beds, which is probably where he is now.

My older sister wanted me to go bizarring with her this morning - but I had to make my priority this WW and the gym. Which reminds me that I forgot to log my activity points. Technically I'm not supposed to start logging activity points until my 4th week, but since this is technically like my 90th week - so what.

I hate all the things that a person has to remember to do or make a habit of doing to have everything 'right'. 8 hours of sleep, eat right, no caffeine, brush your teeth, floss your teeth, see the dentist twice a year, make the bed, exercise, be to work on time, no bad hair days, clothes look right, don't gossip, don't watch too much TV, don't eat red meat, don't eat fried foods, sit up straight, don't slouch, keep the kitchen clean, walk the dog, scoop the poop, feed the dog, feed the cat, mow the lawn, wash the car, lose weight, do a monthly self-breast exam, pay the bills, cook healthy, . . . .

The list is endless. I hate it how I feel so regimented in doing all this. I hate it how I seem to keep score about the people around me and if they keep to these regiments. I guess it's just me in my head, something wrong there. Why am I always comparing myself to where other people are? Without these regiments, I guess I would hate it too, I need the regiments to keep structure in my life and meaning. I like to buck the system sometimes anyhow though.

I don't aspire to any job higher than what I have now, actually I don't even care if I make more money - I have enough to meet my needs.

I don't read mass media like newspapers on a regular basis, only once in a great while.

I might watch the news every once in a while.

I have a job that basically requires wearing jeans.

I love my coffee.

I have bad posture.

I have been known to pay bills late on purpose.

I hate cooking.